musing on a thursday

What a year it has been. Things have been so insane during this unprecedented year and learning how to deal has been a challenge. Over the past few months staying at home was supposed to make me automatically more creative. I expected a lot of myself and honestly, I let February Jordan down.

Looking back to where things were in February it is so interesting to see what I thought this year was gonna have in store vs how its actually gone isn’t something I would want to change. I think there was huge pressure I was putting on myself and it wasn’t until September I realized letting it go opened up my mind. By not putting pressure on myself I was able to start working and I created things I am proud of. I have been working to strengthen my mental health and have really been working on showing myself grace.

I am so thrilled by the learning and growing I am doing in creating this website, a space were I feel as if I can be honest and really get feelings out. It is my safe space. By having this, I am able to look back at where I was and see where I am and say that I am proud of how things are going.

I don’t know who is reading this but whoever you are I am grateful for you. You make me feel important, special, heard, and like I am not alone. So as I enter the holiday season trying to sell calendars, grow my business, and reach small goals I keep setting for myself I am humbled. Humbled by the support I have received and the successes I have already accomplished. Thank you so very much. I hope to keep making things you love and connecting with you in this space.

So, to me in February, I’m sorry but I wouldn't change how I have handled things.